I truly value my sleep these days, but that has eluded me again this previous evening, but I was presented with a thought process of the Narcissist, and an excellent solution on how to stop that.
Again, from my dealings with the Narcissist, they are all about control. Having control can be the same as having pride, it can be a deadly sin if taken too far. As many of you have knowledge of, I've been dealing with the sister. Well, the sister has taken things way too far and has angered SMITUA by believing they are smarter than SMITUA. Of course, that is how the Narcissist thinks, and this Narcissist is so deeply troubled by their delusions of everyone hurting them all their life, that they took the bait of mind control and GOD like power. This of course, was what SMITUA laid out for them.
SO. This person has relished, as a Narcissist would, the power they've had to control others and their destiny. She definitely put the fight to my group with some arrogant success, but this was intended by GOD. Also, as I have stated in earlier posts, reciprocation plays a big factor in watching closely what transpires in all scenarios. Where SMITUA got its rocks off, was in the fact that the sister, in her Narcissistic arrogance, took things too far and allowed SMIUTA, along with myself, to enter her mind and truly out her desolate core. I'm reminded of the song by Nine Inch Nails - "Head Like A Hole" and how a good mind vs. a Narcissist will utilize those lyrics.
I took the good, healthy approach and have valiantly warned everyone I have come into contact with in the realm to be wary of her and her Narcissistic attitude every time it is encountered. I have also warned them that she utilizes the method of hate, in the same manner that SMITUA does, to enslave that part of their own mind, hate, wrong, etc... She, just wanted power, and SMITUA wanted power over her, as his its motive to enslave the mind.
Again, returning to the insomnia, I was sitting on my porch and this idea came to me from the realm that the sister had lost complete control, had realized it, but was torn on whether or not to continue inflicting pain/hurt on others as was done to her during her entire existence. "Reciprocation" she says, in a vibrant lie, as she is a Narcissist. The Narcissist will use any term, not fully having knowledge of the definition, to make themselves seem smarter and more of a "winner" than everyone else. Of course she thinks she is a winner! She has mind controlled others and infected their destiny to remit pleasure upon herself, going so far as claiming to be SMITUA! She has relished in the obliteration of all those for whom she thinks were going to hurt her! Shoot first she says arrogantly!
Luckily, someone in the group was thinking ahead while I was trying to mitigate this evil with the others in the group constantly. All the while, SMITUA pulling the strings...
So, what was presented to the sister was this: Since you have gained absolute power over other people's minds and they have bowed down to your "greatness", shouldn't you continue your power over the mind as now you have realized that reciprocation is taking hold on you? At first there is hearty laugh! "I control my mind!" she says, but in essence, how could she be controlling her mind if she has to fight to hurt people first?
Then the pain begins to enact itself on her. (This is what has happened to me with my dealings with SMITUA as well, but not for being a Narcissist.) She begins feeling sharp pains through parts of herself, that flows in like energy balls, sending the nerves into a frenzy! Next, begins the flatulence, unwanted and smelling like child birth, which I have heard really smells bad. Others being looking at her in a weird sense, stirring the brain. The narcissist reaction begins, starting the fight with others, with her fear driving hate, and masturbating SMITUA to chafing status!
So we say, "LOOK! Here is an option for you! Why don't you do the correct thing for once in your miserable life and stop the manipulation, plotting, scheming, hurting, mind control, etc... Quit thinking everyone is out to hurt you all the time!" SMITUA says, " Yeah....that's me! I've let her take things too far and now I CONTROL HER MIND! HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!"
This sends her into an emotional tailspin that the Narcissist cannot handle. She tries controlling anyone in the realm to get out of the fear and pain she feels, but is unable to inflict or pass that energy to anyone! So, SMITUA says this, "You want control you feeble little girl when you cannot even control your own mind? Do this for me. Take a knife and slit your wrist deeply, as if committing suicide. If you are as powerful as you say you are, you should be able to stop your blood vessels from bleeding out. You say you control people's minds, emotions, and bodily functions. It should be easy to stop yourself from bleeding! THINK ABOUT IT! If you were shot, you could stop the bleeding and not worry about dying from it! Hell, you could even be like Neo in the Matrix and heal wounds! It's not really a spoon! The consequence is, for me to leave your mind and you have control of yourself, is that I take your ability to control ANYTHING ELSE! ANYTHING! AND THAT INCLUDES EVERYTHING! EVEN IF YOU SHOULD FAIL OR SUCCEED! The attempt is what I am after! I'm done chafing!"
Ahh, RECIPROCATION...My favorite thing!
Damned if you do, damned if you don't. When you willingly hurt others, you're damned. PERIOD! Although, doing the correct thing now to attempt to make amends, might set you free, but you know, it's just a little too late!